Am officially DIVORCED

Salam to all readers...after months of menjeruk rasa,months of crying and months of dendam akhirnya pada 10.08.11 am offically been divorced by a person i used to called it as my husband.A night full of terror to me obviously..saya terima ketentuan kada dan kadar Allah seadanya.

A day and anight that am not gonna forget forever.Bukan mudah untuk melupakan seseorang yang sentiasa berada disisi on your ups and downs for nearly 7 years.Dan talak dijatuhkan pada Ramadhan yang mulia ini.As i've said aku redha..tak setitik airmata yang jatuh ketika talak dilafazkan..

Kalau lah hati ni boleh berkata kata yupe my heart dah broken to pieces.Menyesal berkahwin? yupe ada sedikit.Am gaining my strenght demi my family.And now i know its a waste of time loving a person ie a man fully hearted..kerana apabila kita sudah tak diperlukan sudah pasti kita akan dibuang tanpa ada perasaan.Yeah kalau cerita pasal hati,now its a no no to me for a man.Gila??? tak mungkin lah buat masa ni.As i've said tak mungkin dalam masa terdekat ni...am gonna prove to him that i can live my life without him.I really want to see him eats up all his words..semua tuduhan yang dilemparkan pada saya tu..cause i know the facts now..kambuslah ,timbuslah segala rahsia kerana tho am not frm here originally but banyak mata memandang,banyak mulut berkata...its ok..

So now please pray for me...saya perlukan semangat untuk terus hidup.Am not gonna be here for long..and if am away i will never ever coma back here again..thts for sure...