Its not that easy to be living alone when selama ni asyik berkepit dengan dia.Apatah lagi living in a place that i dont wanna be here at the first place.So its kinda frustrating.Its not that easy gaining the strenght tho.
I trying my level best to be focus with work and also to be calm and cool about everything.But the truth am not.Am pretending its all because my love towards him much more bigger than anyone can see.Dont blame me alone and dont make any speculation.
First day mom came i rent a room that look like a setinggan.But semua tu rezeki so let it be.Then now i've rented a room in an apartment in which way much better..so alhamdulillah.I hope and i pray that rezeki takkan putus takat itu sahaja.
Apa yang mintak is that dia akan cepatkan urusan mana yang tergendala..lagi cepat settle lagi mudah maybe..apapun i still miss him terribbly..cuma now agak lama jugak dah tak nangis..hihihi..mungkin sebab sebelum ni almost every nite i cried..
Apapun doakan yang terbaik buat ai..cause am still trying to be strong when i know am not..hmmmm
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